January 17, 2012 § Leave a comment
Came back from work. Tried to turn on the TV. Then it struck.
I don’t like watching it. Repetition kills.
Too tired to turn on the computer. Did it anyways.
Cleansed myself. Put on the pajamas. I hear light mumble from the belly. Pissed and flushed. Felt lighter but still tired. Coffee? nah. Some juice? meh. Water? aha.
I see the chair waiting. So does the bed. I could use a nap. But I don’t want to. It will turn in to marathon sleep. I chose the chair.
Music. I turn it it on. It soothes me down. The stress is drowned. The hate, that too gone. Oblivious become obvious. I don’t see what I stare. The vision is totally clear and in absolute abstract. The ambient noises from the speakers somehow have a mutual correspondence with my vision. Or is it a dream, with my eyes open. Is there is name for it?
Brain says ‘fuck it, I don’t care, no more questions, I don’t want to find any answers, at least for now, leave the fuck me alone’.
Fair enough. Too much have been asked. Little has been said. I just let the noises find its right vibe again.
Fuckin’ hell whataday.